Or because of Christmas or my birthday.
I like the winter because its cold
And it makes me numb.
I can't feel my fingers
And I can't feel the sting of harsh words.
I can barely feel the aching of the loneliness inside.
I like the dark of the winter;
It hides my emotions.
I like the quiet and stillness of the winter;
I don't feel quite so abandoned.
The people around me are my friends,
But they don't know me.
They don't know what I'm feeling.
I don't let them know.
I like the winter;
The cold takes away the pain.