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Ever since my boyfriend of four years broke up with me, I've felt empty and alone. I'm sure that's how everyone feels after a break up, though. But I didn't think we were going to end like this. I thought we would have a life together, like he promised. He had promised me that he wouldn't leave, but he did. He promised me that he would love me forever, but he won't. I found out a few days ago that he's now dating a girl who has been his roommate for God knows how long now. Before I found out, I thought I was doing better, that I was starting to get over him. But upon hearing that he has someone new who has replaced me in his life broke me. I haven't been able to sleep well, all I do is cry. But I don't cry in front of anyone because I don't want them to think I still love the guy who shattered me even though I do. I want to look like I'm strong so I can try and make myself believe it. I try so hard to do things to distract me but he is still all I think about, even though I don't want to. I want to move on but I can't and I don't know how to talk to anyone about this because he was the one in would confide in when I needed help or support. But now? Now I feel alone, rejected, replaced, unnecessary, and empty.
Sketch - Over The Shoulder by Aynyi-Keir
Sketch - Over The Shoulder
I haven't uploaded anything in a while so I decided to do upload a sketch I did while watching some Markiplier videos :)
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Ever since my boyfriend of four years broke up with me, I've felt empty and alone. I'm sure that's how everyone feels after a break up, though. But I didn't think we were going to end like this. I thought we would have a life together, like he promised. He had promised me that he wouldn't leave, but he did. He promised me that he would love me forever, but he won't. I found out a few days ago that he's now dating a girl who has been his roommate for God knows how long now. Before I found out, I thought I was doing better, that I was starting to get over him. But upon hearing that he has someone new who has replaced me in his life broke me. I haven't been able to sleep well, all I do is cry. But I don't cry in front of anyone because I don't want them to think I still love the guy who shattered me even though I do. I want to look like I'm strong so I can try and make myself believe it. I try so hard to do things to distract me but he is still all I think about, even though I don't want to. I want to move on but I can't and I don't know how to talk to anyone about this because he was the one in would confide in when I needed help or support. But now? Now I feel alone, rejected, replaced, unnecessary, and empty.

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Aynyi-Keir

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Hey, I'm Aynyi! I love to draw and write (Here is a link to my Wattpad profile [Wattpad is a writer's website] - www.wattpad.com/user/MargaretB… ). I'm working towards getting better as an artist and a writer. I will gladly welcome ANY feedback you have for me! :D
Thanks for favorite-ing any of my work and visiting my page! ^-^
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JellyfishShampoo Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Err hi! I just wanted to say you are a REALLY talented artist, like really talented. I feel like your under appreciated and so yeah I just wanted let you now that you are a great artist and you seem like a really cool person and I just wanted to give you a hug Huggle! 


Sorry is this came off as weird or annoying...
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Aynyi-Keir Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you so much!! That really means a lot :)  And it wasn't weird or annoying at all :)  Also, thank you SO MUCH for all the favorites! It really does mean a lot to me, I'm not just saying that :)
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JellyfishShampoo Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome for everything :D 
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FckSocietySaidTheOwl Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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Aynyi-Keir Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015  Student General Artist
You're welcome :)
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CrimsonFox12 Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave :3
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DemiCronos Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the favorite :D thats one of my favorites of my own so far X D
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Aynyi-Keir Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Student General Artist
you're very welcome! It's sooo cool!
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DemiCronos Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Glad you liked it :3
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LilliumLithium Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2014  Student General Artist
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