First I would like to tell you guys that I'm sorry that I haven't been putting up any work lately. I really don't feel like I'd be able to do anything anyway. I hope I can fix myself to the point where I feel like I can make art again.
Second... the update on myself, though I'm sure my pathetic love life, or lack there of, doesn't interest a lot of you. My ex is moving to California with his new girlfriend soon.. I told him exactly how I feel: pain, regret, anger, heartbreak.. And I told him that we shouldn't try and be friends because all he does is hurt me. I told him that I was happy for him though because he deserves some happiness because I guess I couldn't give it to him.
I don't know how to deal with a break up and I certainly don't know how to actually "date". (There isn't a lot of choices where I live though.) I almost regret wasting four years of my life on him. Almost